记得，因为那是回忆~

过去不管是好是坏，是喜是悲， 我都记在心里， 因为那是回忆~
昨夜突然被哥问道‘追女孩失败啊？’。
哈哈哈！当时正在玩 Temple Run2， 突然被问到，马上撞树 game over。
虽然游戏 Game Over, 但却出奇平静的说‘是啊！Sad Case！’。
我哥顿了两三秒（大概是没想到我回答的这样干脆）， 然后哦了一声。

        或许有的人把‘追女孩失败’ 当做一种耻辱。但我把这回事当做一个回忆，毕竟我真的认真喜欢她，没有否认的必要~ 所以，有一天你问我，我是否追过某某某，如果我真的追过，我会很光荣的说‘是’。

我们做一辈子的朋友好吗！

爱很奇妙，每个人写在纸上的‘爱’字都一样，但对爱的定义，爱的表现，爱的反应都不一样。我说爱是双方面的，就像拍手一样，一个巴掌拍不响啊！
在爱情里，要找到情投意合的是很少的，都是一方先主动，另一方感动，双方互动才成事。
但主动的一方不一定可以感动另一方，有好感也不一定会成情侣。
所以说做不到情侣，也不必伤心，因为爱是双方面的，爱情也是双方互动的，没有爱，这段情如何走下去？强摘的水果不会甜，死缠烂打得来的也是一个无言的结局， 到不如放下这感情，让自己自由，让对方自由呢？做不到情侣，就做朋友，不必为单方面的爱撞得头破血流。
现在的我更了解爱的定义，让自己难过，又给她压力，不如给我自由，让她喘气。我放下了，不在留恋，但她是个很好的朋友，失去太可惜了，所以我想说：‘我们可以做一辈子的朋友吗？

Love love love ~~~

This is the last year in ump, my last year as a Universiti degree student in UMP. Recently, my friend keep reply a sentence ' hao po sho sang (姣婆上身) ' . Maybe this is the last year in uni, therefore may people start to find girlfriend, and my friend say they are hao po sho sang. But what is 'fa hao (发姣)' oh ? keep looking on phone and wait her reply? cant control to check her facebook state ?  happy whole day cos u see her smile ? could not help to treat her good ? and so on so on ? so am i fa hao-ing ~~~ Silly silly and whole day mood influence by her ~~~ Ya ya,  i think i am in love, just hope she can heard it too ~~~ ^ ^

Is MY life ! and I want to enjoy my life !!

New sem begin, now i am a year 4 student ord. After 3 month of Li i realize, study is the most sweet and honey season to me, therefore i promises to myself i want to fully enjoy my last 2 sem in the ump, play harder than any other, laugh louder than any other ! Maybe due to this mentality, i became more joyful and optimism  , even encounter unpleasant matter, i feel nothing at all, and i learned don't let a small thing spoil your whole day mood, because it not worth for it. HAhaha ^ ^

to all my ump friends, this is the last year that we can still laugh loudly and play crazily , after this everyone will step on their own path to achieve their dream, career, wealth, partner, and etc. It is sad to say that, maybe we won't meet again after this, but this is the reality, so enjoy your uni life, meet more friends, more treasure your friends, more love your lover while there still have time.

The ship of fools

In the 19th century, there are a small amount of people exile and expulsion to the sea by a ship. the ship was called as ship of fool. They exile because the other saw them like madman and they didn't follow the 'majority'. They didn't mix with the society, got their own unique idea which is too crazy and not logically other people. The people fear them, they fear their knowledge, their power, their prophecy. Therefore, people throw them in a ship and stray in the sea. The ship is full of madness, mystery, extraordinarily and wonderful, set sail toward the unknown paradise... 

Madness ideal is beautiful and wonderful ideal. It is no shape and limitation. It only need time to ponder. ideal  cannot be justify wrong or right, only suitable or acceptable by the majority. I hope i can on the ship of fool,  intoxicate in the madness, remove the limitation, do whatever  i want, sail to the unknown paradise....